did you hear that snapping sound? it was me.
status check - present. kind of.
background ambiance - the pixies, where is my mind?

i don't want to deal with anything today. i want to clamp my hands over my ears and sing "LALALALALALALA" until all the worries and headaches go away. tired, frustrated and not feeling overly confident about myself, i head into the rest of my day and start of my workday just wanting it to be over.

when you're younger, you can just ignore everything away and somehow, it magically gets done. now that i'm an "adult," i have to deal with it all. but that doesn't mean i can't wish for a fairy godmother to clear away the cobwebs.

or to just turn me into a pumpkin so i don't have to think. in fact, that might be better.