all better.
status check - calm
background ambiance - bloody blinkin' bloomin' scanner


it's part of my routine, i suppose. i freak out for ten minutes because i have a lot to do. i convince myself that there's no way i'm going to get it all done. and then, per usual, i get it done. today i think i even did well.


you'd never know from my previous post that i prefer the busy days over the quiet ones.


as a victoria, i feel i have the authority to say i have major issues with bob dylan as the newest singing man to be featured on victoria's secret commercials. come on - bob dylan? if it was jakob, perhaps i could see it. but i had issues with sting and i have even bigger issues with dylan. beyond the basic sell-out aspects of it that should go without saying ...


and, finally, i meant to comment yesterday on the decade that's passed since cobain died. it's funny to think that's it's been (only) ten years (already). i say this because i can remember so vividly what i felt and saw when i heard the news, yet it feels like it happened a lifetime ago. i suppose it feels that way because it has been a lifetime since it happened - i mean, i was what, in junior high. i remember being surprised, but i wasn't a huge nirvana fan at that point (not that i ever really was a huge fan, but i appreciated the music much more later on). but i remember my friend ariana was incredibly upset and we all discussed the fact that we just couldn't believe he was gone. and then i tried to find out everything i could find out about what happened. i felt that i needed to know.


huh.