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status check - so nervous
background ambiance - keyboard clicking, baseball chatting

this morning, i woke up with a headache. i've been jittery and nervous all day. it's been a full 180 from my calm composure of the last four gamedays.

the scene around town? an eerie kind of calm. it feels as if every red sox fan is holding his or her breath, afraid to blow the whole house of post-season cards away. i can only wonder how it will be at that moment of collective release.

it's only gotten worse after the game started. the headache's gone - a bunch of tylenol works wonders. but it's starting to look like maybe ...

i can't even finish the thought. i just have to keep on watching.

come on, guys!