in.

status check - anxious
background ambiance - typical afternoon

it's in.
it's done.
there's nothing else i can do to change things or better my odds.

which means, naturally, that i'm going to be thinking about the damn thing for about three weeks - going nuts the entire time.

why did i never get that whole "wait and see" thing down? was there some lesson i missed along the way that taught everyone else to be patient and trust in that which they've already done? if so, i most certainly was missing in action for it.

but it's done and in -- that alone says something. i was able to pull it together and send it out - every necessary piece included.

so now i wait.

and, yes, agonize.