damn the man

status check - frustrated beyond belief
background ambiance - silence

patience is not a virtue. it is a pain in the ass excuse for bureaucracy that leaves strong, capable people unable to do that which they want to do - and are good at - what they are meant to do.

it is a way to keep a limit. it is a way to waste away important time. it is a way to keep someone from something - for whatever reason. it is a way to worry someone that she will never get what she has been striving for.

it is a way to bury one's hopes and dreams in a series of medial tasks that will rub away the sharp edges of those dreams.

i refuse to be patient.