11.14.2003

whoa ... creepy.

i want my live averi cds to arrive.

ok, apparently today is a day of "ask and ye shall receive."

let's try this again.

i want mraz to show up at my doorstep.

i'll keep you posted on whether or not the pattern continues.

you've been there too, i know - you write something, you feel good about it, you position your cursor over the "send" button. one click and it's done. but you hesitate - you don't know if it's a good idea anymore and you wonder what good it'll do at all.

so you sit there for a good minute or two, contemplating whether or not to apply that tiny bit of pressure before you finally decide to. or your finger gets antsy and jumps the gun - whatever. and there's nothing you can do to take back the words written, no matter how casually superficial they may be.

but your mind still hesitates, wondering if you'll regret it. and you have a sinking suspicion that you will.

melodrama over, now superficiality. i'm determined to keep the scissors away from my hair. those well-versed in vickie history know this is more difficult than one might otherwise believe.

but that doesn't mean i can't play ... hehehehehe.

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