i can't find my notebook with all of the information for one of my stories.

sgt. meslin and i never seem to be able to touch base.

i have a half hour before i have to run away to spend money i don't have on things i need for the fucking play for my fucking run-through before i come back to the paper to get all of the stuff i can't get done for the fucking newspaper before i go to sleep and start the whole vicious fucking cycle over again.

after saturday it will be better.

but i think people will die before saturday.

BIG FUCKING GRRRRRR!