alright. again, as i've said numerous, numerous times, i'm thrilled to be going on LEAP. really, honestly, truly am thrilled.

but this is just TAUNTING me. it's gone beyond "oh, that would have been nice," beyond "dammit!" beyond all that can be said.

boston is just being cruel to me.

thursday night: howie day
friday night: howie day
saturday day: david gray
saturday night: john mayer

the one weekend that i can't do anything would have consisted of howiedayhowiedayhowiedayhowiedayhowieday, john, and david fucking gray.

if LEAP isn't everything it's cracked up to be (which, from what everyone's telling me, it is), i will go mad.

this is too much for me. nothing more can be said.