traitorous thoughts

status check - conflicted
background ambiance - typical

i feel like a traitor for even thinking about it, but the potential makes it tempting ...

in other news. i love the powerful confidence that comes with kitten heels and a new outfit. it might be superficial of me, but it makes a difference, dammit.

also filed under "love": the blissful expression on the face of a bicyclist i passed on the way downtown this afternoon, the waves on the lake, being comfortably warm yet perfectly cooled by the breeze, iced coffee, ridiculously tasty wrap sandwiches and singing along to the music blaring in my car at a stoplight (only to realize someone i know is trying to wave to me from the car next to me, which results in my turning five shades of red).