it's scary to say, but i think i reached the realization that i'm graduating and that while i'm scared to death about whatever i'll be doing after smc, i'm ready to take that step.

patterson and kiernan were playing guitar on the mound tonight--fun times. and yes, i love to sing. i will never again feel foolish about singing because i enjoy it and if i'm ever annoying with my singing, someone can just tell me and i'll sing quieter.

in a testy mood this evening, i think going to bed is the best option. i don't know exactly what prompted it, probably a number of factors--including the damn blank walls.