you ever have one of those days where you feel like you just don't feel like you can get anything right? i mean, i wake up, i get into work, i'm being dutiful and taking care of everything i can take care of. i have a project i need to finish up, but i can't do it because other people aren't providing the info/aren't in the office/etc. then i have to run to my cap tour class that's supposed to take two hours and winds up taking two and a half (but was fascinating and provided lots of fun stories i can add to my tours, so that's all good), so i haul arse back here so i can take a quick lunch (twenty minutes instead of an hour) so everyone else can get their lunches out of the way because there's a tour that has to be given this afternoon and i want to make sure erica gets her full hour (see what a sweetheart i am?). so after hauling arse back here, people don't leave for at their lunches for at least another twenty minutes (still haven't left yet), so really, i could have relaxed. i could have enjoyed my lunch, even. but instead, here i am, feeling rushed, flustered and frustrated, not to mention pissed off because now i STILL can't finish the work i want to finish.

meanwhile, i don't ask for people to come up to me and tell me how wonderful i am or anything like that, but i'm not going to lie about it--i've been working damn hard lately and i would love it if someone even appeared to NOTICE. i'm already pissed that i can't go to see the "whose line is it anyway?" performance tomorrow (don't even get me started on that one) and i've been trying to do everything i can to be a big team player and all that. a "hey, vic, thanks" would be more than sufficient.

it's just one of those days and i need to get through it so i can go home, unwind briefly and then kickbox for an hour, probably resulting in a lot of pain for me tonight and tomorrow, but at least it'll get this aggression out. grrrrrrr.