jesse gets the gold star for the day, even though he's off in boston, he's still a wonderful big brother.

so, yeah. don't know exactly what to say about today. it's been interesting. defender people scored points for being cool and understanding (paul on the phone with bethy, who answered my phone: "is she alright?" in his paul concerned voice), i scored points for speaking my mind, and as far as the outcome? we'll just wait and see. in many respects, it's a foolish situation anyway, but i'm a foolish girl and i'll just take it as it comes. and keep in mind some of the choices that were made.

c'est la vie. back to my editorial. i think we're going to be out early tonight (knock on wood).