dilemma

status check - torn (yes, much like natalie)
background ambiance - television

i hate making big purchases. i'm not good at it, which means i only do it on rare, rare occasions. i wind up thinking "now do i REALLY need this?" and coax myself out of it.

i'm buying a new (to me) car on wednesday and i'm already going crazy about it. my dream car is parked in my driveway, as i'm borrowing it for two days to test it out. yet i'm sitting here thinking about all the little purchases i'd have to give up and am already starting to think, "now REALLY ..."

the funny this is that if i were to buy it, i'd have a red vehicle. i currently have a green car named red. does this mean i'd have to name the new car green?

aurgh ... shouldn't have to be making such adult decisions ...